"Have I told you today, how lucky I feel, to be in love with you….?""
I’ve never considered myself a push over. I’ve always been confident with who I am, and I try not to let people take advantage of me… but sometimes when your in a relationship you want to give them every thing you want to trust and forgive. But when your girlfriend cheets on you and says “I feel awful, I just love you so much. I want to be pefect for you, everything for you. I know now that you respect and love me unlike the guy I met. Let me be perfect for you, let me try again”
But when the same thing happens agian and the same exact words come from her mouth, and you sit there for a moment. Thinking you must be getting fooled… and she starts crying and you want to help, ypu want things to go back to the way they were just as much as her. But when three months go by and you become so hurt by the things shes done and so embarrassed of yourself fpr being the one she does that to, feeling insecure because why would she cheet on me? Was I not good enough? I never had the balls…. she dumped me because she noticed I wasnt happy…. after three months…… after she hurt me like that… I cant belive I took it for so long.
When my ex girlfriend told me she had never grinded on anyone before our prom it made me feel good, likenthat we were having this first thing together. But then later that night as her body was up against hers and hands moving freely around her body. She seemed like she had expreaience in such matters, and when I asked again she said “well ive only done it a couple of times” I dont know weather it was the lie or the disappointment that hurt more. But lets just say it wasnt the best night of my life. Sr homecoming 2012